A reflection is an underutilized tool

 We grew up poor, but we lived in a poor neighborhood, so we didn't really notice most of the time.

 But it was the times when the electric got turned off, and our house was dark, while the whole neighborhood was ablaze with light.

 Or when my Sisters and I would have to go to school with no sack lunch and no lunch money. Those were the times when I realized just how poor we were, and it wouldn't really bother me, everyone  I knew was in somewhat the same situation.  

As a matter of fact, our economic plight, is one of the main reasons I got involved in theater when I was only about 12 years old, however I knew it meant I would have to walk home alone, the nearly three miles, in the dark. It took my mind off the realities of life, which I was beginning to understand, it was up to me, if things were to change. I look at my childhood as a happy one. We didn't have a lot, but I remember lots of good times. 

There is no doubt in my mind,  that kids today have a great deal more peer pressure. With smart phones and game systems, I believe it has never been more difficult to be a kid. Or more expensive to be a parent! 

We spend our lives, trying to fit in, yet at the same time, trying to stand out. The lack of resources makes both of those endeavors hard to do. I can't say I have been successful at either one. But this journey isn't finished yet, and who knows, I may just have a few surprises up my sleeve!

I have, for a long time, been captivated,  by the theory of self fulfilling prophecy. It's a concept I was first introduced to during my freshman in college, while I was studying early childhood development. You see, at the time, I wanted to be a fifth grade teacher. I thought I was at least as smart as a fifth grader, that was before the show, then I thought otherwise. 

There have been a great many teachers that have come into my life, and left an impression. But the truth is, I'm not ready to stop being a student. There is still much I have to learn. 

As for self-fulfilling prophecy, teachers have always told me that I was destined for greatness. I've come to realize that it doesn't just happen, you must apply yourself. Otherwise all the potential in the world will become regret. You are born with certain gifts, don't waste them. Identify your gifts early on, and as the saying goes, use it before you lose it!